True Confessions

It has been a long time and I have been meaning to document my works on frugality. However; I fell off the boat with that. Why you may ask? Changes! My husband was promoted and POOF off we go up north now to live. Which is great for him I'm very proud of him really I am but, I am sad very sad and that is how I fell off the boat of frugality and began drowning. I would go to a store and not need a single thing and come out the store with just about anything and everything including the hanger it came on. I was having a really hard time coping with the fact that we are picking up and moving again. Starting all over again. Calling another home our home again. I love my house here and I know it sounds so cliche but I love my house here dang it. I love my garden that my husband built me and my pond that he made just to make me happy, and the playground that he had built for our beautiful children. I don't like to move around but I do it because I love him and that's what is necessary for this moment. However, it is still hard to adapt to change when you are a person that doesn't deal with change well. I used spending money as a way to cope with what I didn't want to deal with in regards to this move and as I sit here typing this to you right now I feel overwhelmed with the massive amount of crap in this house. Massive, massive, massive, and blahhhhh. I made my bed and now I have to lay in it I suppose right. 1 1/2 weeks to go before the big move and all I can do is look around at the massive amounts of unnecessary crap I have. I spend every night not packing but sitting up in bed wondering how I am emotionally going to make it through this move with out a break down. This move is horrific to me. I know no one and all though I know I will sooner or later it is still horrifying sooooooo with that being said wah wah wah whoah is me. It's time for me to start donating some stuff and get my butt into gear and be a strong woman! Catch ya later!